I work too much. . .some blind junkyard dog alliance to whoever signs my check--don't get me wrong I am not a merc. I guess what happens is that I get so wrapped up in what I'm doing I have a hard time disconnecting.
Case in point--at the end of work yesterday, a problem came up with WebCT (the online program our MA in CW uses). In keeping with my new philosphy, I left at the end of the work day--with the intention of going for a walk, eating dinner, watching AMERICAN MOVIE, reading William Carlos Williams, and then bed BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I took a walk, entirely consumed by the work problem until I figured the motherf%^ker out. I went back to work and fixed everything.
Do I say this out of resentment? No. I really like my job and what I'm doing. I just need to be more mindful of how much time I spend at work or it will become resentful.
I also spent $30 at the health-food store today. . .what the Hell is happening to me?
more later
today's soundtrack:
misfits-walk among us; ray lamontange-trouble; shuggie otis-insider information; sonic youth-goo; toots and maytals-best of...; ryan adams-heartbreaker; rites of spring s/t; johnny thunders-so alone
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